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My heart beats fast,
And I begin to sweat.
How am I ever going to do this?
My mind is racing,

And my body is shaking.
How am I ever going to do this?
With one foot in front of the other,
And a deep breath.

I hold on for dear life
And hope I don’t collapse.
My mind is racing and my thoughts
Are screaming.

Please just let me get through this.

I spend my days at war with my mind.
Trying to understand just how
I going to do this.
I must try.

But I can’t.
My friends all ask me “what is wrong?”
And I just reply “Nothing is wrong. I am fine.”
But you don’t understand.

Anxiety has taken over.
And it has a way of crippling me.
The things I want to do
But can’t because something else

Is in control.
It is just like having two
People living inside
Your head.

Please understand,
That I am doing the best I can.
I know I can do this.

It is just so hard for me.
Please be patient
And understand
That I am doing the best I can.

I am at war with myself
And I can’t seem to get the words out.
My mind is racing
And I all I want to say is that

“I Love You”.

By: Angeloflight03
Anxiety
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Sorry that I haven't posted in awhile. I have been dealing with some stuff. I have Anxiety and sometimes it is difficult for me. Not to many people understand it and I hope that someone can relate to this. Can I just say to anyone who suffers with mental Illness, you are an amzing person. Nothing is more terrifying than battleing with your own mind every single day.
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It wasn’t like that for the two of us.
Not the way that I viewed it.
I didn’t want anyone else to be
As close to me as he was.

He came into my life like a storm.
Only his storm lasted a lifetime
And I wasn’t afraid to dive in.
He embraced me and he opened up the doors in my mind

And broke down the walls in my heart.
I don’t think he ever intended to mean this much to me.
But the thought of him not being in my life was unimaginable.
I couldn’t live without him.

I was always afraid of what would happen if
I had given into my feelings for him and let him in.
He already had me the moment we locked eyes.
But to give into those feelings would be giving all of me too him.

And without realizing, I did that.

I gave him all of my heart when I never intended to.
He was my storm, my hurricane in my endless journey.
He stopped me in my tracks,
He made me believe that love was possible

And that I could be loved and that
I didn’t have to try to be something that I wasn’t.

Even when I was with another he was always there.
Not just physically but mentally.

His presence lurked in the back of my mind.
And everything that I thought I knew had vanished
The instant I came in contact with him.
Without even realizing how much of an impact he had made in my life,

I began defending him without warning,
Without realizing, without thinking about it.
The thought of someone else hurting him,
Questioning his intentions,

Or even asking me if I could tell him to stop loving me
Wasn’t something I was used to.
When they did those things to him,
I felt like they were doing it to me.

The mutual respect that we had with
Each other was overwhelming.
We had a bond they no one understood,
Not even the person I chose as a partner.

He couldn’t grasp the concept that we had this bond,
An unbreakable bond.
That no one could destroy,
No matter what.

To this day,
People have come and gone
Though out our lives
But we have never left each other’s side.

By: Angeloflight03
A Bond No One Understands
Let me know what you think about this one. More on the way.
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My mind was a ticking time bomb.
Ready to explode any moment.
I found myself uttering words from my mouth
Only to have them become entangled with my tongue

And have them spewed like fireworks from my lips.

By: Angeloflight03
I have been changing and growing so much. And I have realized that there are certain people that I no longer need in my life. I am working on myself and who I am. I am working towards becoming a better me and better version of myself. I started this process by changing my look. I made a bold decision that other day to cut my hair and cut it far shorter than i have ever thought I would. But it is for me and I am slowly getting better and holding on to the one person who has always been there for me and that is myself. So please feel free to take a look at some of my other works on here as well and let me know what you think. I have lots more content on the way so I hope you stick around to read them.
You were the anchor that
Kept me grounded
When I felt like giving up.

You were the glue that
Held me together when I
Didn’t feel like trying anymore.

You showed me who I was
And who I didn’t
Want to be.

What I failed to see
Was that you were
The one who was
Holding me back.

I thought you were my saviour,
My guardian angel,
But what I realized was
That you were the one

That I needed to be free from.
You kept me in your reach
And never out of sight.
You were caging the girl

Who wanted to soar.
You were holding her back
From finally being free.
You were the anchor that

Wanted to tame me.
While I was the one who
Broke the chain.

And now I am free.

By: Angeloflight03
Now I am Free
Let me know what you think.
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I have been changing and growing so much. And I have realized that there are certain people that I no longer need in my life. I am working on myself and who I am. I am working towards becoming a better me and better version of myself. I started this process by changing my look. I made a bold decision that other day to cut my hair and cut it far shorter than i have ever thought I would. But it is for me and I am slowly getting better and holding on to the one person who has always been there for me and that is myself. So please feel free to take a look at some of my other works on here as well and let me know what you think. I have lots more content on the way so I hope you stick around to read them.

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Veronica
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Hello, my name is Veronica. I have an interest in writing. I have been writing for as long as I can remember. I didn't start writing poems until I was 13 or 14 years old. I went through a lot when I was 13 that had a huge impact on my life. Writing poems was my way out. It gave me the voice I never knew I had, and the voice that didn't want to speak to others.

I hope to inspire others to pursue their dreams, and to let them know that they are not alone in this world. I have been through a lot in my life, and I hope that by sharing what I have experienced that I help someone else who needs it, and didn't have anyone there for them. If you ever need someone to talk to I am here for you, and there are others in this world who love, and support you, and will be there for you when you need them.
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