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I Can't Do This AnymoreI use to love you,
I use to care,
But now it seems like
I have drifted a different way.
Those feelings that I once had for you,
Are no longer there.
I don't think they will come back either.
Honestly, I can't do this anymore.
I can't pretend to love you when I don't.
So I'll save you heart ache,
And I'll give you time to get over me,
But just know that I don't think I'll ever love you again.
It was nice while it lasted,
But it ended way to fast.
You see my heart let go of you.
It couldn't hang on any longer.
It set itself free,
And decided it was time to move on.
I'm sorry that this happened,
But there is nothing that I can do about it.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't pretend to love you when I don't.
I can't pretend that there is something
Between us when I no longer feel it.
So please forgive,
But I can't love you anymore.
I simply do not know how.
My heart has decided that I have to move on,
So I am telling you that I can't do this anymore.
I Am That GirlI'm the girl who writes poems
Because it helps me get my feelings out.
It's the only way I know how.
I'm the girl who will love anyone
No matter who they are.
I'm the girl, who can be annoying at times,
But I love life and everything in it.
I'm the girl who will always make
Room in her heart for someone,
Because I love just about everyone.
I'm the girl, who will flirt with you,
But never admit to you how I really feel.
I'm the girl who will truly love you.
No one will ever love you as much as I do.
Mirror, MirrorMirror, Mirror on the wall
Tell me do you see her.
Do you see that girl who lost her way
And then found it again?
Do you see that girl that broke to pieces
Every time she thought about him?
Do you see that girl who was judged for being who she was?
Mirror, Mirror please tell me if you do.
Do you see that girl, who gave up hope,
But kept on living because she hoped it would get better?
Do you see that girl who cried because she was so fed up with everything?
Mirror, Mirror on the wall
Do you know her?
She's the girl who overcame everything
Because she was tired of feeling the way that she did?
She's the girl who began feeling again
Because someone took the time to care.
She's the girl who changed her life around
Without anyone's help.
So tell me mirror on the wall,
Did you see all of this?
Did you see all of her?
Do you now know who she really is
Because she remembers it all.
I Got LostSomehow I got lost.
I feel like I am back
To where I was before.
Before I fit in so well,
Now it feels like
I’m back to being an outsider.
Somehow I forgot who I could be.
Somewhere along the way
I lost the spirit that I once had.
I need to fit in again.
I need to get her back,
But I’m scared I might lose her again.
Somehow I lost myself
I was told to keep the spirit alive,
But somehow it disappeared.
Somehow I became the girl
That I once hated.
I don’t know if I will get the spirit back,
But I have to try somehow
Because I made a promise
When I left that place
That I wouldn’t become that girl again.
So for the sake of myself,
And for the sake of others,
I will get her back.
I will be the girl that I once knew.
We Lost Each OtherI regret the day that I lost you.
I should have tried harder,
I should have made more effort,
But you should have too.
We both loved each other,
But I guess not trying resulted in us
Losing the person we loved the most.
I've never loved someone so much
Until the day I met you.
Maybe if we had tried harder
We would still be together.
But at the same time
If we have stayed together
Then we wouldn’t have met other people.
We wouldn’t have gotten the chance
To fall in love with someone else.
We wouldn’t have gotten the chance to let go
And learned to start over
Even though we lost each other,
We gain so much knowledge from it all.
We found out who we really were,
And what we want out of our lives.
So maybe losing each other was either
The best thing or the worst thing,
But neither of us will know how the other still feels
Because we lost each other.
They Give Me HopeYou see those stars in the sky,
Well they give me hope.
Every twinkle, every bright light,
Well it captures my heart.
Every time I see them,
I know they're all I have left.
I know that they'll stay the same
When everything else changes.
It seems kind of funny
That I'm talking about
A big ball of gas in the sky,
But those stars up there,
Well they know my secrets,
They know my wishes,
They know my fears and desires.
Although I cannot touch them,
And they cannot answer back.
I know they'll be waiting.
They'll be there when I go to my window.
They'll be there to hear me
When no one else will.
So you see those stars in the sky,
Well they give me hope.
When I feel like giving up,
They give me strength
When I don't feel like getting up.
My Guard Is UpI was so vulnerable a long time ago
That my heart has put up walls.
My heart is being guarded by walls,
So that I don't get hurt again.
Maybe that's why I don't fall in love easily.
Maybe that's why I don't know how to love someone.
I am so scared of getting hurt that I distance myself,
And I don't show my feelings to the one's I love.
I keep everything bottled up inside
Because I don't know how to show you my feelings.
I don't know if you will understand any of this,
But I will try my best to show you how I feel.
My guard is up because I don't want to get hurt.
My heart has put up walls,
And it has no desired to tear them down.
I'm ScaredI'm scared to love someone.
I'm scared of what might happen.
I don't want to let someone in,
Because I don't know what might happen.
I'm afraid, and I shouldn't be.
I shouldn't be afraid of something
Like this, but I am.
I know what love is,
I have seen it,
And I have felt it,
But I'm still scared.
Maybe I'm scared
Because of what happened last time.
It didn't work out,
And it didn't turn out that great.
I was miserable,
Because I didn't know
What I was supposed to do.
I didn't know how to love someone,
Maybe because I didn't know
How to love myself.
I Gave UpI gave up on trying
For something that wasn't there.
I couldn't handle you in my life.
Right now I need to focus on what's important.
I couldn't handle all of this,
It was too overwhelming.
I need to focus on me,
And no one else.
I gave up when I needed to.
I gave up on us because I just couldn't do it anymore.
I gave up on what we had because I was losing who I was.
But I have to live my own life
And you may not be part of it.
I gave up because I couldn't hang on any longer.
Into The WoodsInto the woods
Where the wildflowers grow
Where the s e c r e t s tend to hide
Lies a place, which few people know
An old, b r o k e n house
Fit for a family of two
Nestled deep within the woods
A young woman and her granny too
All dressed in red
It’s time to play
Little does she know
She’s got a new companion that’s there to stay
He watches from the shadows
A guardian of the night
There to keep her company
But instead brings fear and fright
He means no harm
A beast misunderstood
A sheep in wolf’s clothing
A faithful friend, if he could
The moon shines bright
Across the sunken path
She’s all by herself
Is this my chance, finally, at last?
Face to face, nose to nose
It all seems too s u r r e a l
Her breath catches, my eyes glow
She surely doesn’t think she’s my next meal?
“Hey little girl, it’s just me;
Don’t be afraid, I don’t bite.”
I should have seenI try
And I try
To be better
I try to be perfect
I want no fault
All for you
I only wish to be everything
And give you everything
I didn't know
I was hurting you
Again and again
You told me I was fine
There's nothing wrong
I should have understood
And accepted myself
We all have faults
It doesn't mean there's something wrong
I just wanted to reach the impossible
I wanted to be perfect
I should have seen
You love me
Accursed ReluctanceShe holds back with splendid reluctance
Ever so slightly, spending her glances upon me
I too, remained kept in silence
Warding off my most primal urges
Favoring this new found infatuation
A stunning spectacle
Swayed with perfect execution
Her glances, chiming for my company
Chaperoned by a sensual, captivating grin
And far too soon
Energized by my foolish reluctance
My prized visual has fled from sight
Taken up by the winding concrete
Full on its own contempt
All carefully accented, with a sarcastic monotone
After her I tumbled with vigor
Driven to a new hope
Heaven bound and drunk on forgiveness
To heal once again, in the presence of adoration
Yet scathed I relent
Held off by a mounting and tiresome distance
Her flawless persona
Meshes and interweaves with the bland and blank
Squandered upon the other side
All for the liking, of a spiteful wretch
All for her status quot, embellished by luxury
'Seeking Solace'I use to seek solace in a book
And my mother would give me this look.
She knew I was hiding in between the words
While everyone else thought I was one of the nerds.
And I did nothing to prove them wrong.
Being too quiet and for far too long,
I had always felt out of the throng.
Only in a book did I think I would belong.
But years went by and my eyes begin to hurt
And I felt the need, the emotion, to revert
Because I sucked all the pages my hands touched dry
Of the emotions that could be felt, of the reasons to cry.
Then I found music and consolation I did find,
Listening to the lyrics I created my own stories in my mind.
Precious melodies conjured emotions inside me
When before my heart was nearly a frozen sea.
But I became too moved by the fantasies in my head,
And I searched for a way they could be bled
Into the outside world to whom I was almost dead.
Stuck inside my solace, escape I plead.
And my freedom came in form of an old friend
Who gave me an object that in the end
Saved my l
Dragon SymphonyGreat the lyre
and true the Flute
Queue now the stable drum
sing the brass
pluck the strings
And bring subtle song to hymn
As Art abounds and dances sung
We give pause
and let Dragons breathe songs.
Like FireLike Fire
Like fire they danced and wind they roared
great titans all and much destruction follows their wake
mighty their deeds and by forge of Hammer
Do they now fall
The false usurpers to the Gods
And the laughing thunder of our demise
As quick as wind carries now brings a new flame
To purge the dead and defile the living so too shall we all be
Basked in Flame
All ran from the roar
Great and mighty the beast
Rage and Ruin met all fell swords that dared challenge it
Wrath is its guise now
and for us
there is only the undoing
Much woven soft catch
silken swrew and subtle jest
the wings now born are honored no doubt
but the wings that spawned it
are greater still
much to the approval
of its now Roaring Mother
I speak of course
Maybe Tomorrow MorningMaybe tomorrow morning...
I'll see your beautiful eyes greeting me.
We'll bump into each other at school.
I'll hear your voice as I'm walking down the corridors.
I'll feel your angelic presense,
as you guide over me.
Maybe tomorrow afternoon...
I'll catch a gilmpse of your icy eyes...
I'll feel you tap my shoulder...
I'll hear you whisper... 'Smile. Nobody's watching.Except me...'
I'll laugh at you're little comment...
Maybe tomorrow evening...
You'll help me with my homework.
You'll chat to me as soon as you see I'm alone.
You'll hum me to sleep and watch over me as I toss and turn...
Because tomorrow, I'll need your strength, guidence, presense and love.
Maybe tomorrow morning...
you'll give it me....
I may...I may be useless
I may be weak
I may be lonely
I may be scared
I may be small
But I am here
But I am now
Tears are falling from my eyes to the ground
I am here, a sacrifice, water flowing from my eyes
I may be broken
I may be gone
I may be bruised
I may have fallen
But I can understand
But I have been through the pain
I have lost everything else, so I can only gain
A little more pain cant hurt, only if to take it off of you
Boys don't cry, men doLeave me at the entrance door
cause this time i won't be lying
what are we waiting for
don't you see my eyes crying?
of course not
boys don't cry they say
boys only got guts
boys don't need to pray
but men are we
men show the truth
above the shame
of a falling tear
men don't need to hide
the sadness of vanishing time.
Do You Remember?Do you remember that poem you wrote me?
Well, I found it the other day.
It was in my jacket pocket.
I didn't know one piece of paper
Could bring back so many memories.
It's amazing how long it has been
Since you gave it to me.
I am thankful that
I had you in my life.
All the good and bad times,
They made us that much stronger.
Thank you for coming into my life.
Thank you loving me.
I couldn't have asked for anything better.
So you see what a simple
Piece of paper with words on it can do.
It made me remember why I cared so much.
It made me remember you,
So thank you for writing it.
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