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Do You Remember?Do you remember that poem you wrote me?
Well, I found it the other day.
It was in my jacket pocket.
I didn't know one piece of paper
Could bring back so many memories.
It's amazing how long it has been
Since you gave it to me.
I am thankful that
I had you in my life.
All the good and bad times,
They made us that much stronger.
Thank you for coming into my life.
Thank you loving me.
I couldn't have asked for anything better.
So you see what a simple
Piece of paper with words on it can do.
It made me remember why I cared so much.
It made me remember you,
So thank you for writing it.
I Am That GirlI'm the girl who writes poems
Because it helps me get my feelings out.
It's the only way I know how.
I'm the girl who will love anyone
No matter who they are.
I'm the girl, who can be annoying at times,
But I love life and everything in it.
I'm the girl who will always make
Room in her heart for someone,
Because I love just about everyone.
I'm the girl, who will flirt with you,
But never admit to you how I really feel.
I'm the girl who will truly love you.
No one will ever love you as much as I do.
StrengthAfter everything that she has been through,
She finally feels her strongest.
She feels like nothing can bring her down,
And for the first time she’s happy about who she is.
She no longer thinks that she is useless.
When she looks in the mirror
She sees someone who is pretty
Rather than ugly.
It took her awhile to get where she is now,
But she is forever grateful for the obstacles in her life
That made her strong.
Her new found strength
Makes her feel like she can do anything
And she can be anything that she wants.
She is finally the girl that she wanted to be,
But finding that girl took a little while
And took a lot of pain and heart ache along the way.
But she did it.
She survived the pain and heart ache.
She rose above when everyone expected her to fall.
Those that have brought her down
Have made her that much stronger.
She has lost someone that she has loved.
She was dying on the inside,
While on the outside everyone saw her fake smile.
But now everything has changed.
What Happened to Her?What happened to her?
What happened to the girl she used to be?
She became someone different.
She let go of the old her
And she became someone else.
She became the girl, who wore make-up,
She became the girl, who wanted to be pretty all the time,
She became the girl, who cared about how she looked,
And cared about what others thought of her.
But most of all she became the girl she said she would never be.
Maybe she has changed for the better,
And maybe she didn’t.
Let’s just hope she knows what she getting herself into.
Since she has started to change
She has felt so much better.
She feels like she belongs,
And she finally feels whole.
I often wonder what happened to her.
I wonder if she still lingers inside of her
Waiting for the day that she can come back,
But the truth is, she doesn’t want to be her again.
She doesn’t want to be that broken person that she was,
Maybe someday she’ll look back at the old her,
And realize how much she has changed
I'll Give This A TryMaybe I should give this a try.
Maybe it will turn out better
This time around.
Just promise me
That you won’t make me have second thoughts.
Promise me I won’t fall out of love.
I can’t afford another heart break.
Even if you get me,
Don’t forget to keep doing
What you did to get me in the first place.
If I give this a try,
I hope we can last.
I haven’t been very good
At showing my feelings,
But I’ll give it a try.
I’m hoping we can make this work.
I’m hoping it turns out better
This time around
Because I don’t know
If I’ll survive another heart break.
JealousyWhy do you love her?
She doesn't know you,
She doesn't understand.
She has everything,
That I want in her arms.
You pay no attention
To the ones who love you.
What do you see in her
That you don't see in me?
Sure, she'd pretty,
Yeah, she's smart,
But so am I.
I guess jealousy
Has taken over,
And has clouded my mind.
I envy everything she has,
Because I don't have you in my life.
We Have ChangedYou’ve changed
I understand that now.
You’re not the person that I once loved,
And that’s okay.
I never wanted you to change,
But you did anyway.
I guess I should have expected it,
But I never wanted to accept it.
I understand that everyone changes,
But I didn’t know that then.
I have changed, and you have changed.
Go ahead and be him,
Be the person that you want to be
Because I’m alright with it now.
Before I couldn’t deal with the new you,
But now I can
Because I’m not the same girl I was back then.
So it`s alright that you have changed,
Because I have too.
It`s alright if you`re different now,
Because I we`re both different now,
And we both have changed.
Broken WingsThese Broken wings don't fly,
There is no one down on the ground,
To catch you when you fall.
You're all alone,
And you don't know what to do.
This life can be tough sometimes.
You have broken your wings,
And are unable to fly back home.
You have lost your way,
And don't know where to turn.
Sure someone in this world would help you out.
But to them you are just an ordinary person,
Alone in this big world like the rest of us.
What do you do?
Who do you go to?
How do you get back on your way?
How do you get someone to believe you?
These Broken wings don't fly,
There is no one down on the ground,
To catch you when you fall.
You're helpless in this world.
Maybe you were sent here for a reason,
Maybe you need someone to help you heal your wounds,
And send you soaring back into the sky.
All you need to do is mend what is broken,
And you will be on your way.
Maybe you were meant to be here,
Meant to help someone who needed it?
And maybe finding out who you are,
And fix the problems in your li
Let's Start OverLets start over,
Lets pretend that none of this happened.
Give me one more chance.
We can work this out,
We can do what we said we would do,
and make this right again.
Come one lets start over from the beginning,
We can change everything that has happened.
We can do the right thing this time around.
Take my hand,
And I'll show you what you've missed.
Come on I'm not that hard to figure out.
Lets start over in this big world.
I'll love you, and you'll love me.
Nothing else will matter.
Maybe we'll take a closer look,
Maybe this time around we'll pay attention,
And find out all that we have missed.
Come one it's not too late to make this right,
It's not too late to show the love.
Come on let's just start over.
Midnight DanceYour fingers slide in between mine,
Our hands perfectly entwined.
Your arm wraps tenderly around my waist,
As you whirl me around and we trace
imaginary patterns on the floor.
Everything about you I adore,
as my head lies gently on your shoulder,
And we dance a dance that is older
Than time itself.
Your scent engulfs my mind,
And brings with it memories so refined,
Filled with pure emotion,
To you I promise complete devotion.
My senses are drowned out,
So that there is no room for any doubt,
Past worries and fears I twirled
As I fell into another world.
Hope and love fill my heart
As we perfect this dying art.
My dreams fall into place,
Made real by the smile upon your face.
And as we dance,
Our minds filled with true romance,
I mirror your movements
As we step backwards and forwards
To the slow, steady rhythm inside our heads.
Silent screamsShe hides behind her pretty smile
When shes surrounded by pain all the while
Suffering and dismay she never wanted it this way
Shes never forgotten what happened that cold day
Looking in the mirror as a tear falls from her eye
Cause she knows what shes looking at is a lie
That sweet little girl she use to be
Is drawning in a sea of misery
Black roses fill the air a heart full of despair
Eyes full of fear loved one no longer held dear
Silent screams of a heart that no longer heals
Broken shards of a love that she no longer feels
She comes from a place no one ever wants to be
A child surrounded by a broken family
Beside a bed watching helplessly as her parents sit and scream
A girl so broken she can no longer see
The sun goes down and marks the end of another painful day
The problem is the moon doesn't take the pain away
Hear the voices of a million people say
Life is always darkest in the day
But that doesn't mean the night will take the pain away
Make them pay.
Can’t get away.
They will pay.
Remember what they did,
Think of what you’ll do,
You need to avenge yourself,
Because no one will remember you.
Leaving the Nest(Daughter)
Daddy....this is so hard for me to say
feeling darkness within long days...
My tiny hands tremble...
thinking how to assemble...
these words without being afraid.
For the longest time I've been this empty shell.
Been dealing with my personal hell...
Tried finding another man's love....
given up on the game.
Now you've found another.....
When you look at her what do you see?
Because looking for too long....
in the end you're losing me
Please give me your little hand
I know right now this is hard to understand
Let me wipe the tear from off your cheek
I know right now you feel so weak
Maybe things are going by too fast
hoping mamma will come back
for things to be just like in the past
but she's not coming back
we both need to move on
but don't think your place in my heart
could possibly be gone
no matter what direction the world decides to whirl
You will always be my baby
My little girl
Daddy...please....forgive me if I decide to leave..
I took a pill or two or fifteenI took a pill or two or fifteen, I don't remember
I woke up and yet they still taunt
Pain runs through my body, I didn't know it would happen like this
my soul hangs from their judgement
It made me throw up a few times, blood more than once
but they told me to try again but harder
My vision went blurry, or was that just my distorted imagination?
they called me fat and vile
I couldn't breathe properly, why wont it kill me now?
and they laughed some more
My head hit the floor, I thought this was it
their game had taken me
Tonight I took an overdose
I took a pill or two or fifteen, I don't remember
I woke up and yet they still taunt
and again and again they taunt
DarkSome of the greatest evils have come from the light
Telling the naive that the dark is where demons lie
The dark does not judge, it welcomes all with open arms
I have come to love this land; I am enthralled with the beauty of the night
If you overcome the fear instilled by the shroud of "light", you will see for yourself
Both the dark and the light are immune to such concepts as good and evil, they are only labeled
Just remember, the greatest evils can lie within plain sight
DreamEveryone has a dream
Something they wish for
Something they want
Something they can't always have
My dream is to be myself
To pretend my past didn't happen
And that someone loves me
For who I am
But it is just a dream
And I will never have it
Living a Lie.Living a Lie.
You say things you don't mean when you're angry.
You call me a waste of space and that you can't stand me.
When the dust settles you say you don't mean it.
You say I should know better than to believe it.
As usual I foolishly upkeep your illusive hold on me.
I allow you to mute my thoughts and take control of me.
You promise and reassure me that it will never happen again.
That this is the last time and you will put it all to an end.
But I know promises only comfort fools,
Who readily allow others to pull the wool
Over our eyes because it is easier to swallow the lies.
Can it be a mistake if it happens more than twice?
Despite my preaching I can never take my own advice.
I've realised that this aggression is a part of you
And because I can never dare to part from you.
I have to believe the love you have for me is true.
Sometimes you have to take a lie not for what it is
But for the truth and reality it suspends.
Withdraw your vengeful tongue and revert it into a kiss.
Lovers Of The NightStrangers out of sight,
Are like a pair of lovers dancing,
When dying daylight turns to newborn night.
Hearts pound as they start their ritual of romancing,
By tears on train-tracks where no hate could be tonight.
Was their pairing of love so naïve?
That their passion became a pain to prolong,
Forever feelings distorted as to who to believe.
They never knew it was meant to be wrong,
But birds break the morning mist with sweet song.
Lovers out of light,
Are like a couple of strangers kissing,
When sombre sunlight turns to melancholic moonlight.
Minds beat as they decease their cult of consorting,
By roars of railways where no sorrow could be right.
Was their daring of hope so ignorant?
That their wonder became a wound to wake,
Ever emotions contorted as to what they want.
They never knew it was meant to be forbidden,
But young yearnings should not keep heartbeats hidden.
I'm ScaredI'm scared to love someone.
I'm scared of what might happen.
I don't want to let someone in,
Because I don't know what might happen.
I'm afraid, and I shouldn't be.
I shouldn't be afraid of something
Like this, but I am.
I know what love is,
I have seen it,
And I have felt it,
But I'm still scared.
Maybe I'm scared
Because of what happened last time.
It didn't work out,
And it didn't turn out that great.
I was miserable,
Because I didn't know
What I was supposed to do.
I didn't know how to love someone,
Maybe because I didn't know
How to love myself.
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