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I Can't Do This AnymoreI use to love you,
I use to care,
But now it seems like
I have drifted a different way.

Those feelings that I once had for you,
Are no longer there.
I don't think they will come back either.

Honestly, I can't do this anymore.
I can't pretend to love you when I don't.
So I'll save you heart ache,
And I'll give you time to get over me,
But just know that I don't think I'll ever love you again.

It was nice while it lasted,
But it ended way to fast.
You see my heart let go of you.
It couldn't hang on any longer.

It set itself free,
And decided it was time to move on.
I'm sorry that this happened,
But there is nothing that I can
Did You Feel It?Did you feel it?
Did you feel me forget you?
Like I had given up,
And let go of you.

I got out before you lit the match.
I left before I could get hurt even more.
Did you feel it when I pulled away?
Did you feel like I was ready to leave?

I hope someday you think back,
To when you had everything right in your arms.
I hope something reminds you of us,
And what we had.
But most of all I hope you think about
How you lost someone who loved you very much.

So did you feel it that day?
Did you feel me forget you?
Did you feel like I was ready to leave?
Did you feel it when I pulled away?
Because I did.
Help MeI'm lost in this hollow place
This frame I live in can only hold me up for so long
I'm breaking inside and I'm falling apart
Is no one here to hear my silent cries?
I want to escape from this place
And the only way out isn't a choice
The doors are locked the key is lost
I can't see
The darkness is overwhelming
My only sanctuary is when I have lost myself
Far away on a dirt path leading to nowhere
Where the trees change colors and talk to me
I'm lost
So lost
And there is nothing I can do
This road is going downhill
And I can't seem to run fast enough
I'm falling to fast
And there is no one to catch me
Help me
Help me
I'm
SanctuarySanctuary, this place that I find in only one place.
Yet the torment of the world still reaches me there
Their words do not matter.
But the way they watch drives me crazy
This Sanctuary I find alone
Brings peace to my soul
As it rips and tears through my flesh.
Oh Beautiful Sanctuary.
I Am That GirlI'm the girl who writes poems
Because it helps me get my feelings out.
It's the only way I know how.

I'm the girl who will love anyone
No matter who they are.
I'm the girl, who can be annoying at times,
But I love life and everything in it.

I'm the girl who will always make
Room in her heart for someone,
Because I love just about everyone.
I'm the girl, who will flirt with you,
But never admit to you how I really feel.

I'm the girl who will truly love you.
No one will ever love you as much as I do.
A New and Bright FriendshipIt's always been hard to explain my feelings
But right now I'm speechless
I've never thought I could care so much
So quickly
Yet here I am
Offering my help and support
No matter what.

Some of my darkest corners
Smile when I talk to you
My worries begin to fade
And my stomach feels warm
A new and bright friendship
I'm just glad I met you.
Do You Remember?Do you remember that poem you wrote me?
Well, I found it the other day.
It was in my jacket pocket.

I didn't know one piece of paper
Could bring back so many memories.
It's amazing how long it has been
Since you gave it to me.

I am thankful that
I had you in my life.
All the good and bad times,
They made us that much stronger.

Thank you for coming into my life.
Thank you loving me.
I couldn't have asked for anything better.

So you see what a simple
Piece of paper with words on it can do.
It made me remember why I cared so much.
It made me remember you,
So thank you for writing it.
I Gave UpI gave up on trying
For something that wasn't there.
I couldn't handle you in my life.
Right now I need to focus on what's important.

I couldn't handle all of this,
It was too overwhelming.
I need to focus on me,
And no one else.

I gave up when I needed to.
I gave up on us because I just couldn't do it anymore.
I gave up on what we had because I was losing who I was.

I'm sorry,
But I have to live my own life
And you may not be part of it.
I gave up because I couldn't hang on any longer.
Crank Up The MusicCrank up the music,
And drown out reality.
Let it consume you,
And make your dreams come alive.

You can be anything that you want.
Just become one with the music.
When the music is on,
Your life is different.
Nothing else matters but the music you are listening to.

So crank up the music,
And tune out reality.
Become one with the music.
Fairy Tale EndingHe's the one that you've been waiting for.
The one who will lift you off your feet.
The one who makes you shine
Brighter than anything.

He's your Prince Charming.
He's everything that you want,
But he's completely wrong for you.

But this isn't a fairy tale ending.
He'll change his mind
Just you wait.
He won't stay around forever.
Just please know that.
He'll find someone new,
And you won't get your fairy tale ending
They FallYour eyes melted into the sky
as jellyfish illuminate the night,
cosmic bodies, they fall to earth
becoming alien beauties.
It's Too LateThis is my apology.
For coming into this world screaming
All you wanted to do was love me
And yet love was the hardest thing for you to do
You told me how much I meant to you
And yet you were never there for me
Only when it is too late do you come running
Only when the clock has struck do you look
It's too late.
Perhaps that is why I am broken
You always told me to be kind
But never did I listen
I didn't listen because you never listened.
But now it's too late
Time is up
Here comes the crow
Singing my tune.
You pull me aside and beg me to answer
But I look into your eyes and you can see it.
It's too late.
If you had loved
No More LightThis dream has become a reality
The once imaginary pain has become real
Kneeling before the altar I scream
The dead pull me apart

They tear at my memories
Twisting reality
Slowly I can see all the dead people walk.
They have come back for me

I did not ask for this pain
The pain that the dead have brought
Life no longer shines in this dark world of pain
Pain created by my mind

The time is soon when I will be consumed
End it all with a quick twist
The graceful blade across a trembling wrist
It is much too late for redemption.

This lifeless body marches with the dead.
Bleeding out all the pain of tomorrow.
Night SkyI wait for the shadows
To dance over the trees

I crave the moon's glow
That will soon encompass me

I fantasize about riding that silver wave
Gliding from one to the next

I would run my fingers
Along that delicate breast

When I jump I want to land
On the cushion of the sisters

Swing from Orion's belt
And Venus, I would miss her.

I see so many things
In that vast unknown

I see them smiling
Waiting for me to come home

At that moment
Time stands still

Enchanted with stunning beauty
Tears stream at will.
AloneI walk through all the hard times
hiding the pain and sorrow I feel
No one understands
Everything is going numb a feeling I can't explain.
I walk alone, heart empty
For no reason at all
Constantly fighting myself again and again
to understand why.
Everyone is so stressed too busy to understand
No time to talk

So many friends hurting inside
To afraid to let it out
Don't want to let the walls down
But eventually we all break down.

I walk alone through the memories which I have pushed away
Playing the moments I wish I could fix.
I can't do anything just right
There is always a flaw
I'm one big mistake
If I could I would erase
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She's the girl who overcame everything
Because she was tired of feeling the way that she did?
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They still remember the pains from the world.

They still carry the burdens with them
Wherever they go.
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You Never Really Knew MeI use to be fragile,
I use to get hurt easily,
But now I'm stronger.

You use to know me so well,
But you don't know me anymore.

You'll never know how hurt I was,
You'll never know how I felt so lost
Because you never took the time.

You never took the time to get to know me.
You never learned what my darkest fears were,
Or what my deepest secrets were
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My Guard Is Up

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I was so vulnerable a long time ago
That my heart has put up walls.
My heart is being guarded by walls,
So that I don't get hurt again.

Maybe that's why I don't fall in love easily.
Maybe that's why I don't know how to love someone.
I am so scared of getting hurt that I distance myself,
And I don't show my feelings to the one's I love.

I keep everything bottled up inside
Because I don't know how to show you my feelings.
I don't know if you will understand any of this,
But I will try my best to show you how I feel.

My guard is up because I don't want to get hurt.
My heart has put up walls,
And it has no desired to tear them down.

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~PotterGirl1998 Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
... I understand.
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~AngelofLight03 Dec 13, 2012  Student Writer
I'm glad that you understand, and that you can relate to it. :D
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~PotterGirl1998 Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Yeah...
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