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I Am That GirlI'm the girl who writes poems
Because it helps me get my feelings out.
It's the only way I know how.
I'm the girl who will love anyone
No matter who they are.
I'm the girl, who can be annoying at times,
But I love life and everything in it.
I'm the girl who will always make
Room in her heart for someone,
Because I love just about everyone.
I'm the girl, who will flirt with you,
But never admit to you how I really feel.
I'm the girl who will truly love you.
No one will ever love you as much as I do.
Do You Remember?Do you remember that poem you wrote me?
Well, I found it the other day.
It was in my jacket pocket.
I didn't know one piece of paper
Could bring back so many memories.
It's amazing how long it has been
Since you gave it to me.
I am thankful that
I had you in my life.
All the good and bad times,
They made us that much stronger.
Thank you for coming into my life.
Thank you loving me.
I couldn't have asked for anything better.
So you see what a simple
Piece of paper with words on it can do.
It made me remember why I cared so much.
It made me remember you,
So thank you for writing it.
What Happened to Her?What happened to her?
What happened to the girl she used to be?
She became someone different.
She let go of the old her
And she became someone else.
She became the girl, who wore make-up,
She became the girl, who wanted to be pretty all the time,
She became the girl, who cared about how she looked,
And cared about what others thought of her.
But most of all she became the girl she said she would never be.
Maybe she has changed for the better,
And maybe she didn’t.
Let’s just hope she knows what she getting herself into.
Since she has started to change
She has felt so much better.
She feels like she belongs,
And she finally feels whole.
I often wonder what happened to her.
I wonder if she still lingers inside of her
Waiting for the day that she can come back,
But the truth is, she doesn’t want to be her again.
She doesn’t want to be that broken person that she was,
Maybe someday she’ll look back at the old her,
And realize how much she has changed
StrengthAfter everything that she has been through,
She finally feels her strongest.
She feels like nothing can bring her down,
And for the first time she’s happy about who she is.
She no longer thinks that she is useless.
When she looks in the mirror
She sees someone who is pretty
Rather than ugly.
It took her awhile to get where she is now,
But she is forever grateful for the obstacles in her life
That made her strong.
Her new found strength
Makes her feel like she can do anything
And she can be anything that she wants.
She is finally the girl that she wanted to be,
But finding that girl took a little while
And took a lot of pain and heart ache along the way.
But she did it.
She survived the pain and heart ache.
She rose above when everyone expected her to fall.
Those that have brought her down
Have made her that much stronger.
She has lost someone that she has loved.
She was dying on the inside,
While on the outside everyone saw her fake smile.
But now everything has changed.
She Always Had LoveShe has made mistakes in the past,
But considering everything in her life hasn’t always been great.
She isn't evil, heartless, or selfish,
She’s so shy and closed off because of everything in her life.
All her life she's felt like a disappointment,
She’s always felt second best; she's been deprived of love,
She spent years completely alone.
So don’t blame her for being who she is.
Some people aren’t meant to be saints or angels.
Some people have darkness in them,
And most people have a past that they are not proud of.
They are equally as good, bad, selfish and selfless as each other.
However when it came to him, she always made the right choices for him.
She always did what was best for him because she loved him,
She didn’t pretend to use him,
Or mess with his head.
What she felt for him was real?
She always saw the good that was in him.
She loves him as much as he loves her.
She admits that she does wrong,
And that she’s not perfect.
But all s
You Could Have Told MeYou could have told me the truth,
But instead you decided to lie to me.
Come on I'm not stupid,
I know very well that you were lying.
You're not that hard to figure out.
You could have told me that we were over,
But instead you chose to mess with my emotions.
You shouldn't play with my emotions,
Because I may just lose it.
Just because I was fragile a long time ago,
Doesn't mean that I am not now.
You could have told me that you didn't care,
Maybe then I would have left.
You're not worth my time,
if you just don't care.
But this time around I'm telling you.
You're not worth my tears,
and i won't settle for anything less than I deserve.
They Give Me HopeYou see those stars in the sky,
Well they give me hope.
Every twinkle, every bright light,
Well it captures my heart.
Every time I see them,
I know they're all I have left.
I know that they'll stay the same
When everything else changes.
It seems kind of funny
That I'm talking about
A big ball of gas in the sky,
But those stars up there,
Well they know my secrets,
They know my wishes,
They know my fears and desires.
Although I cannot touch them,
And they cannot answer back.
I know they'll be waiting.
They'll be there when I go to my window.
They'll be there to hear me
When no one else will.
So you see those stars in the sky,
Well they give me hope.
When I feel like giving up,
They give me strength
When I don't feel like getting up.
I Got LostSomehow I got lost.
I feel like I am back
To where I was before.
Before I fit in so well,
Now it feels like
I’m back to being an outsider.
Somehow I forgot who I could be.
Somewhere along the way
I lost the spirit that I once had.
I need to fit in again.
I need to get her back,
But I’m scared I might lose her again.
Somehow I lost myself
I was told to keep the spirit alive,
But somehow it disappeared.
Somehow I became the girl
That I once hated.
I don’t know if I will get the spirit back,
But I have to try somehow
Because I made a promise
When I left that place
That I wouldn’t become that girl again.
So for the sake of myself,
And for the sake of others,
I will get her back.
I will be the girl that I once knew.
I'm ScaredI'm scared to love someone.
I'm scared of what might happen.
I don't want to let someone in,
Because I don't know what might happen.
I'm afraid, and I shouldn't be.
I shouldn't be afraid of something
Like this, but I am.
I know what love is,
I have seen it,
And I have felt it,
But I'm still scared.
Maybe I'm scared
Because of what happened last time.
It didn't work out,
And it didn't turn out that great.
I was miserable,
Because I didn't know
What I was supposed to do.
I didn't know how to love someone,
Maybe because I didn't know
How to love myself.
Make them pay.
Can’t get away.
They will pay.
Remember what they did,
Think of what you’ll do,
You need to avenge yourself,
Because no one will remember you.
Ramblings...This person you’re seeing now?
She doesn’t exist.
Her bouncy steps and cheerful smile, her contagious laugh and her kindness…
It’s all an act, a default setting really.
No matter how much you know about her, you’ll never know me.
I won’t let you see through my mask.
You will be deceived like everyone else.
You won’t be able to save me, no matter how hard you try.
Because, the truth is, I just want to fall.
But on the inside, part of me is screaming…
I do exist.
I used to be like that.
Please, see through me.
Try to save me, even if I fall, I will see your hand reaching for me.
And it will give me hope as I plummet.
The most broken of them allWith broken wings we try to fly
Fly so high to touch the sky
Will we succeed or will we fall
And become the most broken of them all
Someone Else.Someone Else.
I wish I had a...
A heart that is malleable.
A mind that isn’t practical
And a life that is fanciful.
I wish I had a...
Tranquil touch that never hurts.
A mouth that thinks before it spurts
And a body that is control of its nerves.
I wish I had...
Feet that are confident and able walk fast.
Hopeful hands that have a firm but soft grasp
And an ass that can rebound after every task.
I wish I had a smile that is permanent.
I wish I had eyes that were not so observant.
I wish I had the mass to withstand any disturbance.
Sometimes I wish I could be a completely different person.
chasing shadowsshe swallowed the darkness like it was medicine
and didn’t stop until she knew it had turned to poison in her veins.
all she wanted was her skinny heart to shudder to a halt
and her blackberry blood to stop teasing her
from under the pseudoprotection of her skin
but poison doesn’t always work the way you want it to.
sometimes, like the wishes that a genie grants from behind his grinning mask,
poison likes to trick you into thinking you have control
until you’re too far gone to realize
or too far gone to care
so her skinny heart never stopped,
but her bones began screaming under her skin
and cobwebs wove themselves in front of her corneas
and the vines she had once used to decorate her throat began to constrict
until she could do nothing but hope that blue lips
were in fashion that season
and she went out at night and looked for the stardust that used to illuminate her darkness,
but she could see nothing but empty light
and hear nothing but the pale voices of the dead
I wish my eyes were a mirrorI wish my eyes were a mirror
so you can see you as i see
your heart was crushed by an image
built by a cruel society
I wish my eyes were a mirror
So that i may help you to believe
that what they say is lies
and show you how you are to me
I wish my Heart could speak clearer
to help you understand
that you are the only person
that can fill my empty hands
I wish i could be your savior
Wipe away your fresh tears
i would gently say i love you
as i hold you through the years
And i wish my soul was a healer
to undo all of the pain
Make all their hostile efforts
finally end in vain
But to you im just a stranger
or "Just friends at best"
because you fear that i will hurt you
just like all the rest
So i wish my eyes were a mirror
So you can see you as i see
And ill continue to count the days
until you become one with me.
Lost of a puzzle pieceScare of hearing the truth
I put my hands on my ears
Wondering when it will stop,
The truth is so bright
So bright that it hurt my eyes
And I wonder how to make it stop.
Sometimes I feel like breaking this shield
And make my thoughts find your ears
But I guess it's not that easy
Sometimes I feel like laughing out loud
Showing you how much I am free
But I guess it's not happening soon.
I wonder when I was truly smiling
Without all those doubts
But I, can't, remember.
Looking over my writings
I wonder who that person is
That is writing so happily
I don't recognize her.
I really don't understand
Why are you so caring?
I really wish to find
This puzzle piece that I lost,
I really don't understand
Why are you so daring?
To step in those dangerous grounds
That even scared me.
I wish, to tell you to stop
Because I don't want to harm you
But, if you truly insist
I'm sorry but I'll have to defend myself.
A step of too much
And you'll be crossing the line
A hand to near
Stolen My HeartYou've stolen my heart and it's not fair.
You know if I could, I'd be there,
But the distance only brings me pain.
I almost feel like I'm going insane.
I don't know what I should do.
I feel like I'd be better without you.
To love someone that I could hold.
This computer screen's a little cold.
I love you more than I thought I could,
But the question is whether I should.
So many guys that want my heart,
But you had it from the very start.
And now that I know that we might be.
I could never give up that possibility.
I pretend it's not so obviously true.
I'd do anything to be with you.
I'd wait a year. I'd wait forever.
I just want us to be together.
Not DatingAlways been there for me,
When no one else would be.
We are the best of friends,
Even as our dating ends.
Always making sure I'm okay.
You want to talk everyday.
You want to road trip here.
I would love to have you near.
And even though you're my ex.
You and I still had sex.
Our relationship seems great,
But you don't want to date.
We both still love each other,
But I also loved another.
We used to say forever,
But now we're not together.
I don't really know what we are.
But dating really doesn't seem far.
We Lost Each OtherI regret the day that I lost you.
I should have tried harder,
I should have made more effort,
But you should have too.
We both loved each other,
But I guess not trying resulted in us
Losing the person we loved the most.
I've never loved someone so much
Until the day I met you.
Maybe if we had tried harder
We would still be together.
But at the same time
If we have stayed together
Then we wouldn’t have met other people.
We wouldn’t have gotten the chance
To fall in love with someone else.
We wouldn’t have gotten the chance to let go
And learned to start over
Even though we lost each other,
We gain so much knowledge from it all.
We found out who we really were,
And what we want out of our lives.
So maybe losing each other was either
The best thing or the worst thing,
But neither of us will know how the other still feels
Because we lost each other.
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